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Lots happening May. 23rd, 2004 @ 11:13 pm
I had to start using my old ghetto computer because my sister downloaded a file with a virus. yup figures huh? lol. oh well I got over it cause now I have the internet again. I also saw Troy for the second time. Can I explain to you how good looking eric bana is while he is playing Hector and how insanely hot Brad Pitt is as Achilles....just think for a moment. *takes a moment to think of the hottness* and we're done. O.O

Now let's take some time for some quotes from Troy:

Agamemnon: A great victory was won today, but that victory was not yours. Kings do not kneel to Achilles. Kings do not pay homage to Achilles.
Achilles: Perhaps the kings were too far behind to see: the soldiers won the battle.
Agamemnon: History remembers KINGS, not soldiers! Tomorrow we'll batter down the gates of Troy. I'll build monuments for victory on every island of Greece. I'll carve Agamemnon in the stones.
Achilles: Be careful King of kings. First you need the victory

Hector: All of my life I have lived by a code and the code is simple: honor the gods, love your woman and defend your country. Troy is mother to us all. Fight for her!

Achilles: Perhaps your brother can comfort them. I hear he's good at charming other men's wives

Odysseus: [to Achilles] War is young men dying and old men talking. Ignore the politics.

Hector: I thought it was you I was fighting yesterday, and I wish it *had* been you.
Achilles: You won't have eyes tonight, you won't have ears or a tongue. You will wander the underworld blind, deaf, and dumb, and all the dead will know

Briseis: I thought you were a dumb brute. I could have forgiven a dumb brute.

Hector: Sometimes the gods bless you in the morning and curse you in the afternoon.
Current Mood: dorkydorky
Current Music: I'm listening to stuff on Troy no music

bored May. 6th, 2004 @ 01:18 am
1. What kind of underwear are you wearing, and what color are they?
- red
2. What songs do you want played at your funeral?
- O.o..something happy. like the beatles song 'I Feel Fine' it would confuse people. lol

3. What would your last meal be before being executed?

4. Beatles or Stones?
- Are you kidding me! I have to chose?!?! .....hmm.....Beatles I think win

5. If you had to pick one person on earth to die, who would it be?
- thats mean! I would never wish that upon someone...wait yes I would! O.O it would be...Arnse Wegner

6. The person whose problems you don't want to hear?
- everyone's that aren't good friends

7. What is the thing most important to you about the preferred sex?
- sense of humor

8. Do you secretly hate some of your friends but are too nice to reject them?
- well sara annoys me but other then that nope.

9. If you could have any superpower, what would it be?
- telekinesis

10. Favorite hangover cure?
- asprin lots and lots of it

11. How many drinks does it take to get you drunk?
- 4 (rum only ^_^)

12. Favorite song lyric?
- "The Reason"-Hoobastank

13. Hair color you most like someone you're dating to have?
- no opinion

14. If you had to be blind or deaf, which would you choose?
- deaf.

15. Do you have any psychiatric problems?
- depression and anxiety

16. Siblings that should go to rehab?
17. Least favorite month?
- August

18. Favorite hateful thing to do to somebody?
- Push them off things or into things.

19. First movie you remember seeing as a kid?
- wizard of oz

20. Favorite person in the whole world?
- Ole Gunnar Solskjaer *shrug* first name that came into my mind lol.

21. When's the last time you went on a date?
- well....*thinks* i 1/2 months ago

22. Do you like violent movies or dirty movies?
- violant

23. The name of your very first boyfriend/girlfriend?
- John

24. Fall or spring?
- Spring (TENNIS!)

25.Person you most wish you hadn't made out with?
- Marcus M.

26. If you are straight, what person of the same sex would you do it with?
- no one. I'd kill myself.

27. Where do you want to live when you are old and brittle?
- England...Manchester, England to be exact. Near United Road.

28. Who is the person you can count on the most?
- my mom...some of my friends are backstabbers.

29. If you could date any celebrity, past or present, time and age are not a factor?
- uhh..Roger Federer...even though its, well gee I dunno, ILLEGAL!

30. What's a word/phrase you'd use to describe your life?
- dead

current clothing: tennis uniform
current mood: sleepy
current taste: hamburger?
current hair: down
current annoyance: everything
current smell: hamburger
current thing you ought to be doing: homework...but honestly when do i ever do that?
current jewelry: uh wrist band, ring, bracelets, and watch
current book: 'Winning Ugly' lol
current worry: tennis stuff
current crush: ..well Ole Solskjaer..
current favorite celebrity: Ole Solskjaer
current longing: a better backhand in tennis thats what!
current music: 'Shaking' -Rooney
current wish: that i was in England...playing tennis...with Dave ^_^
current lyric in your head: and i forgot just what it feels like, to be normal, to be normal..and i forgot just what food tastes like the way food taste like..now i'm now i'm sh sh shaking sh shaking I'm sh sh shaking sh shaking...and so on a so forth lol.
current undergarments: black bra and underwear...why do you care?
current regret: being in America
current desktop picture: Ole Gunnar Solskjaer kicking a soccer ball.
current plans for tonight: sleep...sleep...watch t.v ( The OC!) and sleep more.
current cuss word: mother fucking cock sucking piece of shit!
current disappointment: myself
current amusement: a soccer game
current IM/person: surprisingly no one cause I am boycotting IM..not really.
current love: tennis.
current obsession: Manchester United
current avoidance: homework
current thing or things on your wall: Manchester United flag, Manchester United Pictures, Ole Gunnar Solskjaer pictures, Map of England, pictures of Roger Federer, tennis schedule, newspaper articles...
current favorite book: Lord of the rings
current favorite movies: Lord of The Rings

:x: name = Barbara
:x: piercings = none
:x: tattoos = none
:x: height = 5' 4" (i ono)
:x: shoe size = 7
:x: hair color = blackish brown
:x: siblings = 1

:x: you have a crush on someone = yup
:x: you wish you could live somewhere else = ENGLAND!!!!!
:x: you think about suicide = you'd be surprised how often.
:x: you believe in online dating = nah
:x: others find you attractive = never been told.
:x: you want more piercings = nope
:x: you like cleaning = i'd lick a dead cockroach before cleaning
:x: you like roller coasters = yeah

:x: long distance relationships = nope
:x: using someone = nope
:x: suicide = i'm for it personally...just cause if someone is thinking about it they might deserve it.
:x: teenage smoking = hate it.
:x: driving drunk = the worst thing in the world *cough* uncle johnny would know this *cough*
:x: gay/lesbian relationships = yes, they have the same rights as straight people so why the hell not?
:x: soap operas = not against em but i dont like em

:x: ever cried over a girl = no, well my grandma died does that count
:x: ever cried over a boy = oh yah..way to much
:x: ever lied to someone = yuppers
:x: ever been in a fist fight = not yet/.
:x: ever been arrested = the time will come

:x: shampoo do you use = Garnier Fruiticus or w/e it is
:x: shoes do you wear = Ryka or Nike
:x: are you scared of= the mirror, spiders, being alone

:x: of times I have been in love? = 2
:x: of times I have had my heart broken? = 23 times
:x: of hearts I have broken? = 1
:x: of girls I have kissed? = my mom when i was like 3
:x: of boys I have kissed? = umm 3 no wait 4
:x: of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends? = 1 and they dont go to wheeler.
:x: of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? = 3 (tennis, grandfathers obituary, and band)
:x: of scars on my body? = 4 (most on my hands from when i burned them)
:x: of things in my past that I regret? = 2

:x: pretty ? no
:x: funny ? nope
:x: hot ? nah
:x: friendly ? probably not. i think so. but maybe u dont
:x: ugly ? very
:x: lovable ? probably
:x: caring ? yes, but i dont act it
:x: sweet ? never.
:x: dorky ? all the time. I'm a comic book freak.

5 letter word: huh?
actor/actress: Eric Bana/Kiera Knightley
Candy: gum
Cartoon: X-Men Evolution
Cereal: Cheerios
Chewing gum: Orbits
Color(s): Green, Blue, and Red
Least fave day: thursday
Flower: lilacs
Jell-O flavor: strawberry
Jewelry: my wrist band or Gir from kali, or my Volcom one.
Special skills/talents: tennis playing, skateboarding, and guitar
Summer/Winter: Summer

Slept in your bed: me
Saw you cry: my homeroom when i had an anxiety attack during school. they didnt notice.
Made you cry: my tennis instructor. he hurt me pretty deeply (lol im jk)
You went to the movies with: Dina easy it was to see Secret Window
Sent you an email: uh...BBC.com

Said "I love you" and meant it?: yes
Went out in public in your pajamas: yeah
Kept a secret from everyone: absolutely.
Cried during a movie: yes
Been on stage: yes
Been to New York: yeah
Been to California: never want to go there. damn smog!
Current Mood: blankim lost
Current Music: "Shaking"-Rooney ( I love Rooney! )

challenge over...for now May. 4th, 2004 @ 10:12 pm
so me and kali's match is over now. i won. kind of. i'm not going to be all yay! go me...i've got a tennis instructor to cheer me on for that.lol. but im not so sure if kali played at the top of her game or let me win.....cause if she let me win thats b/s and i dont appreciate it. oh well,
but onto other things. i want to explain to kali why i didnt talk to her much in school today. it was because i was getting into a tennis state of mind. i don't like to talk to my opponant before a match. ask any one who has ever played with me, i'm just odd that way. so expect the same thing for the next challenge match. o.o
well i am going to do homework now good day.
Current Mood: cheerfulim in a good mood all right
Current Music: Tipsy-J-Kwon..yah i know scary.

I feel like dying May. 3rd, 2004 @ 09:14 pm
I feel like dying. Megs is probably mad at me cause I'm playing singles and she had to play doubles. And I feel like the meanest person in the world because of it. And no one understands where i am coming from. Cause I'm the "bad guy" in this case. And I have to deal with everything. Maybe if I quit things will get easier. I'll just take lessons all the time and hang out with people who dont play tennis.
Current Mood: sadI'm crying
Current Music: Let It Be-The Beatles

team spirit May. 1st, 2004 @ 04:35 pm
apparently I have team spirit. according to my coach anyways. I guess sticking around when I was injured impressed him somewhat. Great news for me. Maybe he isn't mad at me for getting injured anymore. I'll be ready to play Monday even if I have to load up on pain killers. Cause I am not missing a rematch with the girl from New London, no way. I have to get another win against her, she was actually a decent player but this time I know how to screw her up. Line shots, clear and simple and straight forward, but for that to work I should work on my forehand slightly hell even my backhand. i should do that today.
in other pro. tennis news found out two of my favorite players Marat Safin and Andy Roddick were caught in a fire today in Italy. Go here to read about it,

but anyways, Susan ( i think was the new london girl's name) be ready for a very determined tennis player monday cause I am not going down without a fight. remember last time, 5-7, 6-1,6-3? Hope so cause I'm not going to forget it for years to come. Good luck to ya. (*rolls eyes*)
Current Mood: determineddetermined
Current Music: The Reason-Hoobastank
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You've definitely caught the bad-angel's eye. He's
very interested in you and he loves your fiery
attitude.. hmm.. maybe something special is in
store for you..

would an angel, demon, or pure evil fall for you? (now w/ pics!)
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You are a Guardian Angel! Also called tutelary
angels, the well established and widely
accepted belief that all people (as well as
nations, cities, and churches) have a special
angel who stays with them, watching over their
lives and encouraging their spiritual
well-being and happiness. Many deny that
guardian angels could possibly exist, but
others state, with the support of Scripture,
theological writings, and common sense, that
they do live, even if mortals forget or refuse
to acknowledge their presense. The idea of the
guardian angel is found in Judaism,
Christianity, and Islam, and the roots of the
belief date to the earliest times. St. Thomas
Aquinas, one of history's foremost experts on
angels, stated that all people have guardian
angels. They remain with one throughout life,
staying ever at one's side even during sin.
They foster good works and help to direct the
soul to salvation, but only if the soul is so
inclined to be led.They cannot influence the
will, but they do act upon the senses and
project themselves upon the imagination and
intellect, discouraging evil acts. According to
Thomas, the angels remain even after death,
standing with the soul in heaven; there,
however, it does not encourage salvation, but
assists in the glimpsing of the final
brightness of eternal bliss.
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<img src="http://images.quizilla.com/I/icemakesyoumelt/1082500014_CMyDocumentsrose.gif" border="0" alt="rose"><br>You've definitely caught the bad-angel's eye. He's<br>very interested in you and he loves your fiery<br>attitude.. hmm.. maybe something special is in<br>store for you..
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<img src="http://images.quizilla.com/R/RobertDeVries/1083222565_tumn_large.jpg" border="0" alt="autumn"><br>You are a Guardian Angel! Also called tutelary<br>angels, the well established and widely<br>accepted belief that all people (as well as<br>nations, cities, and churches) have a special<br>angel who stays with them, watching over their<br>lives and encouraging their spiritual<br>well-being and happiness. Many deny that<br>guardian angels could possibly exist, but<br>others state, with the support of Scripture,<br>theological writings, and common sense, that<br>they do live, even if mortals forget or refuse<br>to acknowledge their presense. The idea of the<br>guardian angel is found in Judaism,<br>Christianity, and Islam, and the roots of the<br>belief date to the earliest times. St. Thomas<br>Aquinas, one of history's foremost experts on<br>angels, stated that all people have guardian<br>angels. They remain with one throughout life,<br>staying ever at one's side even during sin.<br>They foster good works and help to direct the<br>soul to salvation, but only if the soul is so<br>inclined to be led.They cannot influence the<br>will, but they do act upon the senses and<br>project themselves upon the imagination and<br>intellect, discouraging evil acts. According to<br>Thomas, the angels remain even after death,<br>standing with the soul in heaven; there,<br>however, it does not encourage salvation, but<br>assists in the glimpsing of the final<br>brightness of eternal bliss. <br><font<br>size="+1"> [LINK REMOVED] </font>
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"I don't want a toaster."
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» upsetting
Apparently my uncle has been charged with the raping of a child. Richard Buell of Norwell Mass. that's not like him and I don't believe that crap for a second. He is the nicest guy in the world and would never do that to his own kids! God. Not to mention his kids are drugies so they are probably lying for money or something. Assholes. *sigh*

An article on my tennis playing:

thought i would post it. lol.
» Crisis
Yah so I jammed my finger today in gym. The day of probably the most important match of my life. Go figure huh? So my coach told me I couldn't play. That pissed me off and got me upset so I ended up crying and having a mild anxiety attack. But my day got better. Even though we lost the overall match I still went to tennis lessons. But my coach said not to so basically I said 'to hell with what he says. My finger is fine I'm playing tennis.' So I had lessons. I've never played better in my life or served better. I think I scared my instructor cause he was all wide eyed and shocked the whole time. Saying where did you learn to volley/serve like that? It was the funniest thing ever. So overall what did I learn today...nothing really. Besides it's worth playing hurt cause it could just be minor. Like in my case.
I have an issue with everyone calling me Koto now. I don't mind when Megan, Quade, and Stephen call me that. But when random people on the tennis team start calling me Koto I want to kick them. *shrug* I ono. Welp I am going to go mon ami. See ya'll later.
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